Weed Haul from Allgreen’s with Nicola Dickens #freemycure

Weed Haul from Allgreen’s with Nicola Dickens #freemycure

It’s always interesting at RV Resorts or Parks. There are some people that really need a class on how to drive an RV or trailer. Being home most of the time, I see so many people and their style of parking. Well, I think it’s parking. Maybe it is a poorly rehearsed dance moves, forward, backward, right, and left. If that’s not quite right, start over and do it again type of number, but I digress.

I have had a hard time with my manic mania, like the dance moves we saw earlier. One day I’m ready to get the day up and running, and sometimes for God only knows why I can’t see my way out of bed. One moment I’m up and being productive, and the next lying in bed wishing I could just fall asleep and pretend the world doesn’t exist.  Mania sucks, especially if it sneaks up on you, and lately, with inflation, I’ve been on pins and needles trying to pay the bills along with fuel.  The fuel prices are stupid high, and it’s not a euphoric comfortable high.  The best I can explain it is like trying to claw my way out of my body; my attention span is low low, All I want to do is sleep so I can stop hating myself.  I always assume people don’t like me and say the wrong things and the wrong time. I can’t speak to strangers; I try to speak to strangers, and it comes out all jumbled and stupid sounding. I forget everything, lose everything, and  I’m basically a 2-year-old who should know what I say and do. However, I don’t, and it’s hard, exhausting, and sometimes more defeating than I can handle.

I swear every time I sit down and do a review, I forget to clean, fill, and charge the E-Nail I apologize, and I will try to stay on top of that. However, the E-Nail makes the video’s so much better, eliminating the sound of the torch, and I love it.  It really cuts down on the noise, but I allow the video to flow a little better and a little shorter video’s as well.

I watched part of a new reefer madness video and caught a youtube video about Candis Owens and her position on Medical Marijuana.  The Reefer Madness lost me fairly quickly, re-enforcing it as a gateway drug, no medicinal qualities, causing addiction, seclusion, uncontrollable crazy fits, Blah Blah Blah.   As far as Candis Ownes stance on Medical Marijuana is that developing brains can be harmed on under-development in children and shouldn’t be used except as a last resort, and the second point is legalizing cannabis seems to be turning into “legalizing everything all drugs in small quantities let the people decide,” and that is a slippery slope to which I agree, but who cares what I think what do you think?  Give us your opinion in the comments below, and let’s start a conversation!!

 

 

 

Today we are working on a weed haul from Allgreens Dispensary in Sun City, Arizona.
God Bud Flower
Berry Banana Butter
Pineapple Express crumble
Doxi Crumble
God’s Gift SugarWax
Ice Cream Cake Shatter
Maple Syrup Butter
AMF OG Diamonds
Alien Rock Candy Sauce
Forum Cookies Live Resign Budder
Dr. Gonzo Diamonds
Batter Berry X DJS Batter

 

Weed Haul from All Greens Dispensary with #freemycure and Nicola

Weed Haul from All Greens Dispensary with #freemycure and Nicola

Another day another Toke.

I have been a little sporadic, and I’m trying to get through this Mania.  My demons have really been knocking at my door and peering through the windows.  So let’s close the doors and turn up the music but first, what are we smoking this week?  Our e-nail needs to be loaded. I love being able to use it mostly because it is quiet, and it doesn’t blare through the video.

God Bud Flower
Berry Banana Butter
Pineapple Express
Doxie Crumble
God’s Gift  Sugar Wax
Ice Cream Cake Shatter
Maple Sugar Butter
AMF OG Diamonds
Alien Rock Candy Sauce
Dr. Gonzo DIamonds
Forum Cookies Sauce
DeadBerry and BJS Diamonds

Hubby and I have been working on our relationship because I honestly feel that when you stop working on it, it ends.  So, the area we have that needs the most work is communication, and do we need work on that?  We followed some exercises where we both had to describe something or somewhere, and being able to put it into words accurately was harder than I thought, but we were getting there.  Mental health is a difficult journey for most of us, and retraining ourselves is even harder.  I grew up under the “pain will teach you” period, and retraining is difficult with pain as a catalyst.  I find myself retreating into myself when confronted with any type of confrontation. I try to fix things.

Hubby came home from picking up our cannabis and AllGreens, and let me tell you what, they gave him 5 dab spoons, and it made his day.  Normally I pick our medicine because I’m the face of this shit show, and I’ve got several merch giveaways.  I get it, and I’m very thankful for all the things I have collected through the years.

I ran across a new version of the Reefer Madness movie today, and I started watching it.  I watched the first 10 minutes or so when I had to turn it off.  The claims of a gateway drug make you act insane, and it kills users by overdose.  I disagree with these statements.  I then went to youtube and saw an interview with Candice Owens, where she explained her view on cannabis.  She doesn’t believe in allowing kids to use cannabis because it stunts their brains; cannabis can be an addiction, causing “brutal long-term effects.

I paid $285.00 for this order with a $50.00 discount, which will normally last us about 2 weeks.

I am starting a new channel called “Let’s Talk About It,”  where we will tackle some laws in the cannabis industry, cannabis, mental health, and healing 2022.  So sit back with your Bud, and let’s go.

 

 

 

Cindy’s gift Review, New Intro & End Screens #Nature’sMedicine & Nicola

Cindy’s gift Review, New Intro & End Screens #Nature’sMedicine & Nicola

Cindy's giftCindy’s Gift is a 70/30 Sativa hybrid. Her parent strains are Cinderella 99 and Nina Limone and has a 30% THC Level. I purchased it from Natures Medicine in Glendale. I personally love the layout of this dispensary. As you enter the building, you are greeted with a small waiting room, a registers wall, and a dreamy aroma. As you enter the back end of this dispensary, it’s a large open room with registers circling the outside ring of the large ballroom. They recently changed their decor, removing the wood centerpieces I’ve loved since I first walked in, and it has a nice relaxing atmosphere.

Cindy's gift

Cindy’s Gift effects are energizing, euphoria, focus, motivation, and uplifting. Medicinally to treat; depression, fatigue, motivation, uplifting, bipolar, and weight loss. Cindy’s Gift bud with its mouthwatering taste and aroma. You’ll feel a rush of uplifted energy that fills your mind with a deep sense of focus and motivation. You’ll feel creative and ready for what life has to throw at you. Today I decided to open the package on video so you can see exactly what I see.

As you can see, this is not a stable shatter. It has some crumbling around the side of the packaging. The concentrate has some discoloration throughout the pro. I find it almost mesmerizing with the depth of the shine and sparkle; however, it makes you question what is in the concentrate and if it’s over or under-processed This particular gram of concentrate was chilling in the refrigerator. Now that I’m opening it, sticky sticks to both sides of the plastic, so we are going to scrape it off and put it in a dab container so we can taste it. As I was editing this review, I was surprised that it took almost ten whole minutes to prep the product in order to review it. Most of this time is spent off camera when I open the containers; however, it shouldn’t take nearly that long, and look at the amount of concentrate left behind as a complete waste.  **As a side note, I contacted Nature’s Medicine and let them know this was what was going on with their product, and they were extremely apologetic. The dispensary explained they had a packaging crew and the dispensary would let them know, and then they gave us a couple of grams of concentrate to make up for the lost products. I add this information to my reviews to better serve the patient and dispensary better.

Cindy's giftOverall this was a great tasting concentrate. The effects were fire, and I was able to actually sit and watch a whole movie this morning which never happens. I always put a movie in and then end up cleaning and using it as background noise, but today I watched the entire “Escape Room” movie, and it was good. I highly recommend it, and I believe there is a part 2 I’ll definitely be looking up later.   Nature’s Medicine, thank you for the wonderful concentrates and the wonderful conversation we had over the phone today. You guys are amazing, and I appreciate you!

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Manic Monday w/ Free My Cure & Nicola Dickens Episode 8 #MentalHealth

Manic Monday w/ Free My Cure & Nicola Dickens Episode 8 #MentalHealth

manic Monday 8Ho’oponopno is a Hawaiian practice of reconciliation and forgiveness. “The problem is not the reality on the outside but on the inside. And to change this reality, we must change ourselves.” Krishnamurti

This exercise will use the simple formula – Sorry – Please Forgive Me – Thank You – I Love You  First. You must recognize the situation and accept it. Forgive others or yourself, or even the Universe for what’s happening. Gratitude to help positive change and renew your love instead of remaining in the negative. As much as I love this formula, and I do, it would take up most of my day, so unless it’s super crazy, I’m starting with this once a day or once a week to get started. This should give me a little time to see how it fits.

My Mask
Everyone goes through life with at least one mask, one for work and one for home. People like me use them to hide the pain of youth as protection. In this exercise, make a mask that reflects YOU! What does your mask look like, what colors, sayings, or what inspired your mask, and does it help? Does the mask highlight your qualities or fears? My mask would be that white smiley face the patient holds up with a tongue depressure in the depression medication commercials. I would then write These phrases on it. It’s Ok, Suicidal ideology wall, I’m ok, I’m strong, smile, close my mouth, swallow the knot in my throat and breath, Don’t cry, Love yourself, Smile, I’m not afraid, no tears, and I’m smart. I also choose the writing colors on the mask will be red, white, and blue. I am very proud of my country, not necessarily the government, but I love my country, and I feel like it’s been under so much scrutiny lately.

manic 8Coloring page sayings. The pain I feel today is the strength I feel tomorrow. Accept what is, let go of what was, and trust in what will be.

What if it happens
As the author said, I had had times when my anxiety was so high that it didn’t matter how well I did. I told myself I was a failure, a loser, incompetent, and even a bad person. It all came to a head in 2020 when nothing was going right. Every time I completed something, something else broke. When I had a friend, a colleague, and a person I revered sent me these horrible messages out of nowhere because of some political this I posted or BLM thing I posted. Ultimately going off about, we have different experiences and do not lump them together. Now, this bugged me and still does at times. And when I tried to ask what the person was talking about, I was blocked. This affected my performance on my socials. I actually stopped making content for just over a year, and this friend wasn’t the reason why. I had a lot going on medically and mentally, and I couldn’t see myself doing this anymore. This book and others have been a kick in the teeth. I needed to get back online and tackle my fears, but I also had a sense of liberation. What if I succeed?

The Worry Tree
So I thought I had forgotten my list however it was sitting right there. We will make a worry tree and place our worries on it. Write the worry on a leaf and color the leaf green if we have no control over it. If it’s a current worry color, it’s red on the leaf. You can also use any other coloring system that works better for you. My worries are:

  • Getting my home cleaned before hubby gets home
  • videos, video write-ups, my book
  • Sponsors
  • tires for truck
  • bills
  • laundry
  • My oldest son
  • My youngest son and his family and new baby
  •  Getting everything done before nap time
  • The turf war between a javelina and myself, stupid javelina.

manic monday 8My Superhero Armor
Create your armor and or shield. It should be beautiful, Comfortable, and should look like you. You can draw your armor or glue pictures together to make your desired effect. I chose a shield. On my shield, there is a cannabis leaf in the middle with words again around the outside edge of the shield. The words on my shield are happy, healthy, good, evil, warrior, love, strong, and hate. Just under the pot leaf is a cancer ribbon with four paintballs splatters in the colors purple, peach, teal, blue and yellow. The pot leaf represents taking control of my medical issues and becoming cancer-free. The words are words of strength like secret weapons. The ribbon stands for the cancers I’ve had, and the colors represent the type of cancers.   Purple, blue, and yellow stand for bladder cancer. Peach is for endometrium cancer and uterine cancer. Teal is cervical cancer.

Coloring page sayings: “Believe in your dreams, and they may come true. Believe in yourself, and they will surely come true”. “You can’t expect life to have the meaning. You have to find one for it.”

Mango Pineapple Shatter Weed Review From Natures Medicine and Nicola

Mango Pineapple Shatter Weed Review From Natures Medicine and Nicola

mango pineappleMango Pineapple Shatter from Nature’s Medicine in Glendale, Arizona. Nature’s Medicine has been making some exciting advances with terpenes as their concentrates and flowers have started coming alive with flavor. Wanted to say I See You! T  excellent job now. Wi h that being said let’s talk about Mando Pineapple shatter.

Mango Pineapple strain is a 70/30 indica hybrid. His parent strains, I believe, are Pineapple and Master Kush. She has a 17-19% THC level. Mango Pineapple is a beautiful mix of taste and effects. This beauty will hit you in both the mind and body with a high potency level. A few minutes after your last exhale, you will be on cloud 9 with a lifted euphoria and calm she brings. Be pre red for nap time or Netflix and relaxation as mango pineapple fades in. This st in is a creeper, meaning you won’t feel her creep up on you. She will just be there waiting. All this information is conditional. I couldn’t find the actual strain of Mango Pineapple, so I wrote this one up purely on the information I have been able to gather so far.

Mango Pineapples’ effects are body-high calming cerebral, euphoria, happiness, relaxation, tingly, and uplifted. Medicinally treat cramps, depression, headaches, migraines, muscle spasms, PTSD, and stress. I was able to compile these effects and medicinal purposes from how I felt and what others have said. So this is my Opinion.

I swear I’m not trying to keep showing and talking about stable shatter, but we’ve had several unstable shatters lately, and this isn’t as big of a problem, but the packaging doesn’t work in these cases. We need to put the appropriate product in the proper containers. If it’s supposed to be a shatter, but it’s grainy or sticky, don’t put it on these plastic sheets. Change the containers so patients can use all of the Medicine they are purchasing….just saying. I don’t mean to single any dispensary or cultivator out; however, this has actually been a thing, and it doesn’t need to be a thing. I have talked to nature’s Medicine. They are aware of the issue and were extremely friendly about it, which I appreciate…Please don’t blackball us.

mango pineappleAs I’m editing the video, I see and hear just how tired I am, and this dab was needed. I was losing my words a bit more than usual, and it happens when I’m tired or sick. I ended up having to take my floater meds, and I haven’t had to in a while.

Cacti are definitely different than other plants and very fascinating to me. After the cactus blossoms we talked about last week, and I was able to harvest seeds from the “old Man” cactus, saguaro cactus, Prickly pear, and Jumping cactus. I’ll save the seeds for my farm hopefully in the near future.

Manic Monday w/ Free My Cure & Nicola Dickens Episode 7 #MentalHealth

Manic Monday w/ Free My Cure & Nicola Dickens Episode 7 #MentalHealth

anxiety 7I had my scan a few days ago and it was really cool.  The doctor put a small camera in my stoma and followed the bag (in my body) to check for any damage, cysts, bleeding, or any number of things that can happen.  With the camera going you could see the one-way valves leading into the pouch.  The pouch was cool, as the camera glided through I could see these little finger-type things moving with the flow of urin.  I have to go back soon and meet with the surgeon because now having bladder infections every month could cause damage to my kidney and then it’s game over.

Today we are working on our anti-anxiety workbook part 7.   We are starting with 2 coloring pages, “Sometimes I win Sometimes I learn” and “It takes a lifetime to learn how to live”.

My Mantra: I am calm and centered. I work hard and I am worthy.  I will make my dreams a reality. No one can stand in my way or hold me back.  I even incorporated my jewelry with my Montra.  I have rings that say “keep Fucking going”, “I am loved”, and Never Fucking Give up.  Remember when making your own mantra always use strong positive words that have meaning to you. always use the present tense. always write in the first person so as to make it personal and in the present time.

Time to Worry
This exercise is tough and will be a challenge. Only allow yourself about 15 minutes of worry time and then you put it aside and start something new to help transition back into a more comfortable state of mind. My personal problem is if I’m worrying I have a hard time letting it go.  It just hangs around looking for the next moment to steal or I just can’t turn it off.  The book does state you can do this multiple times throughout the day but I recommend not having the same worry over and over each day.

I do a form of this technique.  I have severe anxiety when it comes to checking my bank account.  In the past, I never had much money and always had to budget tight.  Knowing my spouse at that time was pissed if I didn’t have enough money for whatever he wanted to do and I would pay the price if he couldn’t.  It’s been 10 years since our divorce and I have gotten myself down to about them minutes before I have to check the account I’ll focus my whole brain on the anxiety and then I stop myself and log onto our bank account.  It also helps that he and I are finished and my husband now tries to make the anxiety easier and appreciate and love him so much for that.

A couple more inspirational coloring pages.  “Be a  warrior, not a worrier.” and “Create your own calm.”

Paradise:
In this exercise were supposed to use our senses and create a beautiful paradise including; what you can hear, taste, smell, or feel.  Are there any animals or people in your paradise?  Does this place calm or disrupt you?  In my paradise, We are on a 120-acre farm with our trailer in the middle of the property.  We would clear about 4acres to build 2 greenhouses, a barn, and 5 50amp RV power stations, with water and sewage. The entire inner square would be surrounded by pine trees, cottonwoods, and maple trees. The inner square would be completely walled in with several different cacti around.  I will be tending the farm and animals. plant a full organic vegetable garden and cannabis garden.  On my farm, I would have chickens, pigs, and goats along with the dogs Raffey and Tigger.

 

 

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