The REM Weed Review From @NaturesMedicine, #FreeMyCure  #FMC Farmz

The REM Weed Review From @NaturesMedicine, #FreeMyCure #FMC Farmz

The REM a 70/30 sativia hybrid and she has a 19-24% THC level. She’s bred from White Nightmare and Blue Dream and this beauty is from Natures Medicine, the Happy Valley Location. This location has what I call “The Men in Black entrance”, you stand in line outside the building, under an awning, as people exit the dispensary an officer calls you in. When you walk in all you see is a long narrow room with 1 chair in it where the officer sits and at the other end of the room is a window to sign in, once finished signing in they buzz you through to the showroom and it a cute little room probably no bigger than a large master bedroom with 4 registers and rather really well setup.

The REM has the effects, body high, cerebral, relaxing, sleepy, and tingly. To medicinally aide chronic pain, depression, headaches, insomnia, migraines, stress. She has beautiful greens, gold, and red and tastes like berry, sweet, fruity, and herbally goodness. The high starts with a warming rush of cerebral effects, starting at the top of your head that will fill your mind and body full of warm tingles of unfocused calming and stimulating happiness. The body warming numbing washing over you. The flower has really great taste to her however because of my chronic pain conditions I find nothing less than concentrate, helps with my bad days. Over all this flower looks great, tastes good, I can’t taste any contaminates, this is a great flower to toke on in between dabs through out the day and honestly I could have really used her last night I believe I have another kidney infection a brewing. This being a nice Sativia dominate hybrid she will be great for writing days, because sometimes we all need a little motivation!! Thank you Nature’s Medicine you never disappoint great MMJ at awesome prices!!

P.S. I made this video on December 31, 2020 so Happy New Year’s Eve and Happy New Year I love you guys it’s so cool to be able to start a new year especially with as bad as last year was, and have our channel monotonized!!! I’m super excited we might finally be able to turn a page into history by legalizing Cannabis at least Medical Cannabis and start seeing this for what it truly is a medication.

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I’m Sorry, Sometimes things get so overwhelming, Suicide Prevention

I’m Sorry, Sometimes things get so overwhelming, Suicide Prevention

**TRIGGER WARNING**

As I look down at these pills, I think about my life, my regrets, my loves, and my not so great loves.  karma… maybe?  One of my most common phrases I  use is “I must have killed someone in a previous life”….Life OMG both frail and strong Lives alike. What if we had other lives like re-incarnation in different times and we come back to even harder of times, I’ve had such a hard childhood that it scares me, that life can get worse, evil truly does exist.

I look down at these 13 pills in my hand, what about my son’s… how would they take it, would they even care, would they blame themselves or would they hate me more?

I look down at the pills, 13 pills at 4 milligrams each 52 milligrams of a strong muscle relaxer should work… what if it doesn’t, what if I wake up again or end up fucked up. I opened the bottle and poured a little more in my hand. 22 pills that should do the trick…I look down at the pills in my hand… 88 milligrams of a serious muscle relaxer… what about my hubby the man I love I don’t know honestly I believe he will be better off in the end.

Tears run down my cheeks as I think of my dogs Tigger and Raffey will they be ok?… Dad will take good care of them I tell myself as I stare at the 88 milligrams in my hand. My demons won’t let me put them down “I just don’t know what I want anymore, to take them or put them away. Ask for help they say… ya because that has worked so well in the past. I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry I don’t want to feel this way anymore!!

These feelings are hard to fight and I always seem to have that demon sitting on my shoulders whispering sweet lies in my ear. Living a life in pain as so many people do today and with anxieties and depression, and patients aren’t being heard anymore. I used to be able to walk into a Dr. office and the dr. took the time to actually look at a patient like a person now if the specialist wants a patient on a medication they don’t write for it, now they tell you go ask your primary… primary says no the specialist is supposed to do that and back and forth and the only person that suffers is us, the patients and don’t get me started on pain management because all that’s going on here is doctor’s making sure they thrive at the cost of the patient, using us as test subjects.

I had my third attempt this last summer, I’m not proud of it, however, the fear the government instilled in us in 2020, we spent 7 months of 2020 with no income because of covid-19, we lost money on our house, my surgery was pushed back by 6 months and could still be pushed back farther, I was fighting social security for my benefits until October 2020, 4 major kidney infections that hospitalized me for weeks, I was threatened by someone I though was my friend over BLM, World Wide lock downs, PTSD, memories of the things that were done to me when I was a kid which is a whole other story that I will share one day, Bipolar disorder, and only getting about 4 hours of sleep at night almost the entire year of 2020.  My demons are apart of me and my day, I always have that nagging craving to cut, to change the pain, to move the pain.  The craving to cut has become stronger and I have acted on it twice.

In today’s world it’s hard with the Corona virus, mental health, racism, Covid 19 psychosis (a new neuropsychiatric disorder), fear and panic social responses and money concerns so I wanted to share this story to let you know “Someone is always listening” I’m always listening suicide prevention is very close to my heart if your having these feeling please know we’re listening, you are worth it and I love you so please please please reach out the suicide prevention number is 1-800-273-8255 or if you would prefer suicidepreventionlifeline.org where they have a chat option. There are also online counseling services that you can contact and yes some do take insurance now. Stress is one of my downfalls I try to find things to do that will occupy not only my thoughts but physical self I take my dogs for a walk or just take a walk, photography, cleaning, talk to my dogs, keep a journal and last and my favorite is a “distraction box” take a box and fill it with things that make you feel more comfortable or remind you of all the good things in life.

Thank you guys so much for watching and I hope you have a blessed day!!

Blueberry Zkittlez Weed Review From @NaturesMedicine

Blueberry Zkittlez Weed Review From @NaturesMedicine

Blueberry Zkittlez is a 70/30 indica hybrid with a 20+% THC level and a 1% CBD level. Her parent strains are Blueberry Diamond and Zkittlez. The buds are well trimmed, nicely dense flowers, that have a herbal, sweet, and berry aroma that follows through to the taste. These compact buds are green, orange, and gold in color and have a fresh, citrus, berry, grass, and oddly sweet, this would pair nicely with a fresh spring salad.

The effects of Blueberry Zkittlez are aroused, creative, happy, relaxing, and sleepy. Medicinally to help relive chronic pain, depression, headaches, Insomnia, and stress. she has a suddle high to start building with each inhale, sneaking up on you as you relax into the couch. With a building behind the eyes she will wrap you up in a cozy blanket, rendering everything on your To Do List as Not Happening! With this only being flower my pain levels don’t drop as much as they do with concentrate but my pain level only dropped to about 6 1/2 and only lasted about an hour and I was dabbing some shatter to level out my pain levels and maintain them a little better. This is a perfect strain for relaxation or bed time, I will smoke a bowl of this right before bed and find that it helps me to fall asleep, not so much stay asleep but that’s a whole other story. This particular 1/8 of flower came in this cute little vacuumed sealed jar and I have a few more of them to review but the best part was I purchased this From  @Nature’s Way Medicine  in Glendale Arizona for $21.95.

For those of you that are unaware Free My Cures YouTube channel has finally been Monotonized!!!

This channel gives tips on the uses of medical marijuana how it affects me and most people. Medical Marijuana was scary for me at first so I scoured YouTube for an educational channel about the effects of cannabis and all I could find was people smoking it and having a good time but no real information about the facts of each individual plant, I figured I wasn’t the only one that was curious and Free My Cure was born. If you have a strain, edible, or any other cannabis-related idea and you want me to make a video about it please feel free to email me at ctc420pro@gmail.com Most questions can be answered on my website at www.freemycure.org Disclaimer: This channel is for Cannabis patients and adults all opinions expressed during the show are just that my opinion. Thanks! Final thoughts: Being a YouTube comes with certain responsibilities and on this channel, I will always be 100% with you, I love what I do and love that you guys come to see me every day and offer encouragement, love, and support and I can’t thank you guys enough!!! Please note this channel is for Cannabis Patients and Adults, it’s not intended towards minors or illegal Marijuana consumption. Please always consult a Dr. if you have any questions or concerns, Medical Marijuana can affect people differently causing some paranoia and or anxiety if it becomes overbearing using a little CBD will help calm those negative effects and return you to a more comfortable state. A few people have asked a very good question “Where do we find you if COPPA affects your channel?” So I decided to post all of my social media links below:

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Bad Days…….

Bad Days…….

Yes, we all have bad days, from the time we wake up in the morning until the time we go to bed.  So what makes our bad days different from the “Healthy” person’s bad day?  That’s right I’m going to tell you when a person “wakes up on the wrong side of the bed” and they are cranky, anything can just annoy the hell out of you.  Next time you feel that way observe what’s going on around you, how you feel, did you get enough sleep, etc.  You will notice small things maybe you’re having allergies, maybe you’re coming down with a cold whatever it is there is usually a reason why.

With the disabled patient (cancer, PTSD, anxiety, etc.) we are having the same our bodies are telling us something is wrong only we can’t always say what it is we may not know.  My bad days usually consist of pain (but that’s good it tells me am still here) weakness in my muscles, my blood pressure will drop down so low I have to use a walker because I am dizzy or raise so high all I can do is shake, vomiting, cleaning up the vomit and then vomiting again and again until moving huts.   Catheters start becoming extremely painful but it’s more painful with a full bladder.  I pee blood and vomit blood daily and I have to be extremely diligent to drink fluids because I dehydrate very quickly.  One bad day for me lasts about a week for me to recover from unless I get hospitalized then it’s more like 2 weeks.

How do I prevent a bad day?   Most of the time as long as you’re eating right, drinking plenty of fluids, get plenty of rest, and this one is the most important, find an outlet for stress.  You can pick any hobby that makes you happy, lets you relax, and gives you time to escape from reality, I write I can get things down on paper and escape into my world if only for a few minutes a day.  Stress is by far the worst thing for patients that have these chronic illnesses, it overstressed the body causing physical side effects.

If you are one of the patients, my best advice to you is, giving in and allowing the people that love you most in, because the more of a load you carry alone creates catastrophic stress that will cause your body more pain.  That being said I’ve noticed the stresses of being in lockdown during Covid one of the biggest was people not realizing they didn’t “really know” the other person while yes I do agree with this in part, please remember all of 2020 was confusing, manipulated, scary in places, lies, lies, lies, fraud, full of emotion, fear, good intentions, and so many other words don’t give up on the people you love because of the politics of the day as politics can change and I’m still waiting on my 2020 tap out button, lol.  That being said creating these boundaries from the people that love you most takes a toll on your body, think of it as a physical threat stalking you, if your mind is already preoccupied are you going to see that tiger about to attack?   Boundaries are not always bad they protect us as well but your heart knows the difference. (On a side note I update my articles from time to time so the first part of this article was written 2/8/2018 and the Covid information is 11/15/2020)

Today is one of those days that I can mentally feel it coming, I slept so lightly last night that I felt like I was awake all night, the catheter is budding the hell out of me, my urethra is going a mile a minute and my blood pressure is up not to mention I’m a bit cranky or a card holding Witch you know the type with a capital B lol however thanks to Nature’s Medicine in Glendale Arizona for being open and cool as hell for my attitude adjustment solution Love Ya!!!